There is a strong possibility that we are staying in Alaska.
I can't share details just yet but should know in a few days or so.
I was shocked with my self that I was not super upset and that I did not scream there is no way we are staying.
In fact a calmness came over me and the high anxiety I have been filling lately was eased a little.
I don't know if this is because we are still supposed to move and this was my comfort or if it was because we are supposed to stay and this was conformation.
I really still want to move but for the most part they are selfish reasons.
I kinda want to stay now and they are selfish reasons too mainly because my two oldest girls are staying and in the next few years I will be a grandma and I want to be around for that.
Plus my kids love it here and the schools are amazing.
So we will see.
I hate limbo land.
For now we will continue to pray to see for guidance...