And I could not be more proud of Them.. I have written about this before it is impossible to get a picture where all our family members are just smiling. No they all have to be goofs. It use to just make me so mad.. Now I just deal with it and tell myself I will love it when they are all grown..
OK now on to a more serious topic. Shelly the other night said something that hurt my feelings. she told me I was fake. She said that the real world dose not get to see the real me. I thought what . I am so not fake I am as real as they come. It really bothered me and hurt my feelings.. She then came to apologize and said I am sorry that I hurt your feelings but I am not going to change what I said. I then asked her to explain why I am fake. She then said you always have to do your hair and make up and smile fake in pictures. I then smiled and said Shelly thats vain not fake.. To me fake is pretending to be somebody you are not. Someone who has no real believes or convection's. Someone who only wants the glory, someone who looks down on others, someone who has no clue who they are. She said OK then I can see how you may have been offended by what I said she kissed me and that was that.
I will be the first to admit that I am very vain but I would never rip up a picture I did not look Terrific in Heck I have even exposed my ugly side here my blog a few time. I think often of the pictures of me right after I gave birth to William my hair was awful I had cried off all my make up but in those pictures I feel like the most beautiful girl in the world my inner beauty way outshines my outer beauty that's what I see and love.. Anny ways It still makes me sad that she would think of me like that.. It makes me feel like I am not doing a good job at teaching my children it's OK to be who they are. But believe me I let them. Just look what they are wearing in there pix. things they like and love not what I would have them wear. Believe me I would have them all preppy and Cheerleader looking in designer clothes. My girls are any thing but they are there own unique persons. and I love it.. So Shelly belly let me be who I am.. LOL
Ok done venting..
So what is your opinion of Fake?