I have had the joy of having a baby this week. A little girl named Tressa. She is has brought pure joy all week long. I think my kids and even my husband miss having a baby around. Everyone has just been gooing all over her all week long. I was worried Ben would be jealous but he hasn't been at all He keeps saying can we keep her momma I love her.. When I told him No we don't get to keep her, he then said something that almost broke my heart in two "Oh we don't get to keep babies at our house They always go away". He then said Is Baby William real or just a dream.. i said He is real he just is not on earth anymore We just get to fell his spirit around us. He then just pouted and said that's not fair I want a real baby we can keep not a spirit baby. How do you respond to that one. I looked at Ben and said your right it's not fair we did not get keep William for long..
Liefs learning experiences some times they are tough. I always use to say if you learn from them then they were well worth the experience. Now I disagree . I don't know what to think other than if you survive losing a Child it's your responsibility to help others do the same.. I know the Lord loves me and that he doesn't give us more than we can Handel .. But Man life would sometimes be easier with out the grief of losing William..
Once again my post took a different turn than I meant it too. All I wanted to write about was the joy of having a sweet baby in our home this week. I have had so much fun making her some bling and just playing with her. (You all Know I had to make her bling after all cant have a baby girl with out Bling..)